I’m trying to go to sleep, but Ive been hearing this noise outside for about 5minutes now. I went to go check it out and I saw my auntie trying to park her car between these two cars. Ahahah funny sht. I was like “whatever, she’ll pull through. I’m going back to sleep.” NOPE, I was wrong. oh boy was I wrong. For an hour, all I hear is thudthud*BEEP(car horn) LOL then I assumed my dad heard the noise as well because I saw him outside parking her car for her. LOL ending the night with this,getting some eyeshut now. Gdnight tumblr.
Whoa whoa whoa! What is this feeling? Holy shit! This is a feeling I’m not quiet familiar with. Getting these butterflies and goosebumps. I have to say, I kinda like this feeling but, it’s crazy though. What the hell. Thanks to you, you beeze. I smile like a retard once I get a text from you orsee your name appear on my phone. Crazy to admit it but, it’s true. This feeling, indescribable. Its like that rush or thrill feeling you get as you approach the highest peek of a roller coaster. As you’re about to descend down. You get that rush and goosebumps. When you feel like someone has a hold of your stomach and it turns and swirls. Wow. I’m pretty sure I’ve never felt like this before but, I like it. Gee, why? Why am I getting butterflies in my stomach, why do I smile like a retard when your name pops up? Why?
I hate the fact that i cant be the guy that is holding your hand, that hugs you when you need it keep you warm when your cold, i hate that fact that i dont see you every day of my life, i hate the fact that i cant make you smile when your sad, i hate the fact that im not the guy you run to when you have problems,i hate the fact that im not your lover, but i love the fact that that your not holding some other guys hand, i love the fact that you use the jakcet i gave you to keep you warm, i love the fact that you say you miss me when we dont see each other, i love the fact that i get to see your beautiful smile once in a while, i love the fact that you dont need any guy to help you out with your problem because you are independant, i love the fact that even thou im not your love your are mines.